Talk about thinking too much, about things that should occur naturally, and without drama.
I am so frustrated with my thought process as it pertains to my relationships and death.
I think about who likes me, who really cares. I think about how much I like someone, if I want them in my life. And, so on and so forth.
I also think about attending the funerals of everyone who I know, in one form or another.
It just sucks.
On the one hand, I want connection. On the other, I want out of all responsibility.
I wish someone could help me.
So, if anyone knows of any good books or online reads (regarding this subject), I would greatly appreciate hearing about them.