NOTE: This was written awhile ago, but some of the tenants are still true.
I am just waiting for my (physical) health to deteriorate.
That’s a fact!
I am so pissed about it too!
I don’t know how to function without impending doom.
I want to be alive though!
How do I make things better?
I know what I need to do, but I cannot get myself to do it!
I make some progress, and then I quit, reversing all the good I did.
That’s been my pattern, and I don’t know how to “permanently” overcome it.
I do several specific types of personal development and therapy is not an option!
Are you struggling with something similar?