NOTE: This was written awhile ago, but some of the tenants are still true.
I am just waiting for my (physical) health to deteriorate.
That’s a fact!
I am so pissed about it too!
I don’t know how to function without impending doom.
I want to be alive though!
How do I make things better?
I know what I need to do, but I cannot get myself to do it!
I make some progress, and then I quit, reversing all the good I did.
That’s been my pattern, and I don’t know how to “permanently” overcome it.
I do several specific types of personal development and therapy is not an option!
Are you struggling with something similar?
What a good question. I find myself in sometimes in the active position, to do something productive just to be alternated with a period of ‘what’t the point anyway?’.
It’s a constant battle but for me it’s a little easier when I’m in ‘active’ mode because I can’t think so much then.
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I see your point, and I try to keep active myself. It’s definitely got to be a one day a time deal.
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Definitely!
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