It was on social media, and it was Brad Pitt saying something at one of the movie awards shows. He said something to the effect that he’s “not one to look back.” And, that struck me. Because I remember a … Continue Reading I Saw A Snippet Of Something That Really Struck Me
NOTE: To some, this will seem like a play on words. To me, however, this is the difference between feeling bad or “OK” to feeling good or “confident.” There is nothing that I did A) That “caused” my mental illness, … Continue Reading Recovery In Mental Illness Is A Myth (And More People Need To Know It)
I am saddened by what everyone goes through in this community of “good” people. I go through it too. I am right there with you. We have each other for support! It may be a like, a follow, a comment, … Continue Reading We Are Worth It!!! (Words Of Encouragement)
I hate this shit. Truly. You can’t make this stuff up! I thought (and still wonder) if Bernie dropping out has anything to do with my blog. Yes, I know that Sanders dropping out of the presidential race has nothing … Continue Reading Today I Thought That Bernie Sanders Dropped Out Because Of My Blog
And, I worked in some psychology-related jobs while attending college. However, I remember next to nothing about the subject matter, except I can tell you all about my lived experiences with chronic mental illness. I do read psych articles most … Continue Reading I Have A Four-Year Degree In Psychology
I can discuss my symptoms until I am blue in the face. And, don’t get me wrong, I don’t mind talking about them. It’s what I want to do! The challenge comes though, when people walk away without a greater … Continue Reading People Don’t Understand Schizophrenia And Probably Never Will
Before I get started, I want you all to know, that I am practicing kindness towards my shitty family. That said, the devastation that poverty brings is significant! As I look back at growing up with my cousins and all … Continue Reading Ruminating On My Shitty Family
Please tell me the difference between feeling well and being on the “recovery” path. Because I don’t know. Because I am not well. Therefore, I do not understand “recovery!” I am ambitious. Always have been, which comes out in my … Continue Reading Feeling Well And/Or Being On The “Recovery” Path
There is a feeling that I am experiencing, and I must admit, it’s been awhile since I’ve felt it. It is my being extremely upset at the world at large, the people (if you will) that are not depressed, not … Continue Reading Trying Not To Be Mad At The Rest Of The World Right Now
There were those times when I thought that my meds were changing my very essence, but they weren’t. There were those moments when I felt like there was only a small part of me that was recognizable, but that wasn’t … Continue Reading To Those Who Grapple With Taking Meds
I’ve discovered that I need 8-9 hours of sleep. Without it, I have a very tough time. It is so helpful to me when I am well rested. One thing I’ve noticed though, it doesn’t matter how much rest I … Continue Reading Getting Enough Sleep Is Fast Becoming A Primary Goal
This post is not directed at anyone in particular. It’s just how I am feeling about what I have been trying to convey, over the past 101 posts on this blog. I did not come here to play favorites with … Continue Reading Addressing This Subject Matter One More Time
Talk about thinking too much, about things that should occur naturally, and without drama. I am so frustrated with my thought process as it pertains to my relationships and death. I think about who likes me, who really cares. I … Continue Reading I Think A Lot About My Relationships, And About Death And Dying
This is likely something that many of us are dealing with. At least I am dealing with it, and I would like to hear from others, as to how they might relate. I feel like I’ve lost so many years … Continue Reading I Want To Live, But Due To My Illness, I Cannot
I am not talking about exercise, although that’s a nice thought. I am talking about getting out of the house in general. I left this weekend, which is great. Maybe all I am able to do right now is blog. … Continue Reading I Know I Need To Get Moving More But I Can’t
The other day, I had two of my comments censored (from two different bloggers). My comments weren’t bad. They were honest. And, they never saw the light of day. For whatever reason. Like it or not, censorship is not what … Continue Reading Playing Nice And Following The Status Quo