For me, an empathetic individual is someone who knows how to express empathy.
It’s someone who can put themselves in another’s shoes (or at least try to).
It’s someone who understands that life is rarely black and white.
It’s someone who feels things and knows that there is such a thing as “feelings.“
“Empathy simply wishes to comfort” is another way of describing what empathy is from my viewpoint.
You are either born with empathy or you are not!
I do not want to know a life without empathy.
Life is difficult. It’s like you’re one of two people.
The first kind is that you can seemingly do it all, with an absence of self care.
The other kind is that you just can’t do very much, but can maybe practice a bit of self care.
I’d love to be somewhere in the middle, but am not doing very well at getting there!
One day perhaps.
That I make an effort every day to make my illness more manageable.
Yes, it is difficult, but I shall not give up!
I fight hard every day to have some semblance of peace and happiness.
I also have a partner who is sticking things out with me, and I with her.
There are no easy solutions that I’ve found involving chronic illness.
You just have to do your best and make the effort.
Even when things are tough!
Something that tends to make the day brighter is diet soda.
I know… that probably sounds funny. 🙂
But, I’ve recognized that five cans spread out over the course of eight hours, seems to do me good.
What about with you? What is your relationship with caffeine or even sugar? Tell us something about your approach to these chemicals.
Btw – If you don’t do caffeine, I’d like to hear about that too!
Potential Trigger Warning: Religion (but, not toxic religion… some people will like it)!
Who’s to say what’s true and what isn’t, but I believe…
In the principles taught by Jesus Christ.
I believe in the kind of man Jesus was said to be.
I tend not to believe in the Christians or Christian churches representing him back then, on into today.
I subscribe to my interpretation of how matters were, in both the world and in other people’s hearts—then and now.
There are many similarities to things occurring back then/now, and quite a few differences as well!
The very nature of matters further addresses why no one can know what’s true and what isn’t.
In my view, the only right position for the truth seeker, is to find a model to believe in, and cautiously put their trust in them.
And, I find it easiest to do that with Jesus Christ—in the version I acknowledge him as being.
It’s a version that embraces work done by scientists, physicians, educators, and the like—not even by Christians necessarily.
Long live a Jesus Christ… just not in the toxic sense! 🙂
They help, but they also stunt.
And, no one does more harm to me than what my illness does to me.
That being said, I know I need what the antipsychotic meds afford me.
I wish for more middle ground though.
I wish for more healing.
I wish for something other than what my life experience brings.
If I had the ability to pick up the pieces without harming myself any further,
That’s what I would do.
But, that isn’t going to happen.
And, that’s largely because of the antipsychotics and my illness.
So, I’m defeated now and ever since my life began.
Defeated on the one hand.
Triumphant on the other (or so I’m told).
I choose to listen to music that helps my situation.
I have hobbies that help me to have a better life.
I have constant thoughts of death.
I am tired, but I will try again tomorrow.
Today and every day, I am loved.
I am struck.
I am struck by my feelings that life is difficult.
So very difficult!
And, what if you DON’T have a chronic illness?
How is life then?
Oh, I just want to be well!
The way I feel just sucks…
I only see managing.
Management of a mental illness.
So yes, I am forced to deal!
I am forced to accept…
And, the like.
I think I’ll just sleep!
Sleep makes everything a little better.
The person I was before medication, is lost.
I am no longer “hanging out” like I once did.
And, when I look around at examples of people I know
who do not take meds,
I think that I am better off today.
Surely, there are those individuals who
won’t come around to my way of thinking
And, I understand that.
But, I can’t help my time-to-time thinking of the old me.
I miss that man.
2021 has taught me
That some people with mental illness
Function fairly well on medication
I am “kind of” one of them, but not really
I am goal-directed
But, I am also struggling every day
The meds do help me to be hospital-free
They also assist me with certain thoughts
So, I do all I can with the resources I have
It’s one day at a time
And, while I may never beat schizophrenia
My symptoms could one day improve
I once saw a way.
I felt a path.
I knew of a potentiality.
It was a different sort of route.
One that made me see!
I couldn’t imagine life any other way!
I will share my thoughts.
My feelings are accessible.
I am ready to go there with you!
Too bad it took me so long!
Never mind that though.
Together, we will set each other free!
Every day is a new opportunity!
For you and for everyone involved.